Waking Up is Hard to Do
Posted on July 25, 2009 by brtanner
Is that true? Well, it sure seems like it.
I responded to a plea from someone on an email list I belong to for some acknowledgment of the difficulties this fellow human was experiencing with the following:
And I got back the following reply:
I wasn't particularly surprised or upset by this reply, but was again saddened to see how someone evidently suffering due to circumstances dealing with "the System" seems unable to respond to the situation with poise or creativity. Not surprising, but still sad.
After sitting with the feelings that were coming up for awhile, I sent them this:
Obviously, life steps in when it will, and we need to respond to situations in the most effective and informed ways that present themselves. Sovereignty (and many other types of) self-education are fully in harmony with this principle, and deciding what you're interested in learning is part of responding to our apparent life-situations. But I see clearly that a major shift is unfolding before our eyes, and trying to mentally plan what I'm going to need to know as it unfolds seems just about hopeless.
I have this very strong hunch that the key has something to do with the idea above: "No one is over you, or controls your life. When you actually see and understand that, you will be free."
As I see this, it seems that as I internalize this understanding I'm less and less liable to be reactive to the apparent attempts of "the System" to invade my sacred space, piratize my resources, frame my understanding of things, etc. And my understanding of what's essential in my dance with life seems clearer, I'm less likely to get stuck in actions arising from feeling stuck, victimized, or powerless.
Eckhart Tolle suggests that either an unprecedented human awakening is underway now, or it's probable that humanity will self-destruct in the foreseeable future. If it is, then the best way I can support it is to be alive and present right now, as I go through dealing with whatever changing content appears in this moment, and as I accept the innate wisdom of how I feel, exactly as it is.
I responded to a plea from someone on an email list I belong to for some acknowledgment of the difficulties this fellow human was experiencing with the following:
"I read the Myrlands Methods email list, and saw your link to Kevin Thompson's website [www.thompson4justice.com]. I was shocked to see the video about the criminal racketeering practices in the family court system. But I was not surprised.
"It seems apparent that this system is set up to bribe officials, professionals and bureaucrats to attack the physical, financial and mental health of the people who are supposed to be being protected - normal Americans.
"I urge you to check out the extensive resources available on the internet to educate yourself on reclaiming your sovereignty as a human being. There's a lot out there, but you can find some resources on my site:
http://befreedom.org/forum/
in the resources section. I recommend particularly Rob: Menard, Winston Shrout, and John Harris, but it seems that the education process for each of us has its own wisdom and logic.
"No one is over you, or controls your life. When you actually see and understand that, you will be free."
And I got back the following reply:
"Thanks Bruce. I have some friends doing that but I am more hopeful for the other friends starting a revolution, since NOTHING works. I am so tired of seeing the bad guys win. Best regards, (etc.)"
I wasn't particularly surprised or upset by this reply, but was again saddened to see how someone evidently suffering due to circumstances dealing with "the System" seems unable to respond to the situation with poise or creativity. Not surprising, but still sad.
After sitting with the feelings that were coming up for awhile, I sent them this:
"I think that nothing works because we're fast approaching a major transition. The real revolution, though, is in our awareness. As long as we're stuck on "bad guys" (deeply unconscious and ignorant, yes) and seeing ourselves as powerless, we're stuck in confrontation in our minds, in a vicious cycle. THEY want us to fear and resent them. Among other things, the system feeds on our negative emotions.
"When our inner world changes, the outer must change to reflect it. That which we truly are is already awake, just obscured by the 'noise' that the system is designed to keep loud. Possibly not much help now, but Life always supports us.
May the wind be at your back," (etc.)
Obviously, life steps in when it will, and we need to respond to situations in the most effective and informed ways that present themselves. Sovereignty (and many other types of) self-education are fully in harmony with this principle, and deciding what you're interested in learning is part of responding to our apparent life-situations. But I see clearly that a major shift is unfolding before our eyes, and trying to mentally plan what I'm going to need to know as it unfolds seems just about hopeless.
I have this very strong hunch that the key has something to do with the idea above: "No one is over you, or controls your life. When you actually see and understand that, you will be free."
As I see this, it seems that as I internalize this understanding I'm less and less liable to be reactive to the apparent attempts of "the System" to invade my sacred space, piratize my resources, frame my understanding of things, etc. And my understanding of what's essential in my dance with life seems clearer, I'm less likely to get stuck in actions arising from feeling stuck, victimized, or powerless.
Eckhart Tolle suggests that either an unprecedented human awakening is underway now, or it's probable that humanity will self-destruct in the foreseeable future. If it is, then the best way I can support it is to be alive and present right now, as I go through dealing with whatever changing content appears in this moment, and as I accept the innate wisdom of how I feel, exactly as it is.

